First of all I want to congratulate all the “readers” of “this” with a Happy New Year 2010!
There’s been a while since I wrote my last post and I kind of missed it.
Another congrats to myself that this is my fifth year writing on this blog, which is kinda exciting 🙂 I had no idea. I just checked it just to make sure, but yeah – five years.
For five years i wrote here around 40 posts only. Probably I wanted to write some more, but they just didn’t last so much to be memorable enough to be posted here. I’ve been thinking of the day that I will sit and read all what I wrote. Just to see what the f*ck was I doing back then 😛 Sounds nice. I just figured it out that I think of that blog as a personal diary :P. Why did it take me so long to admit it?
I thought that I was just writing to somebody, that will … idk, respond or smth. Not really. But that is what diary is about 🙂
I started to really use this when I realized that with writing I can get rid of all the thoughts that run and rip through my mind almost all the time.
I’ve been talking to myself, but through writing myself letters like that… For the future probably, to know the past, to learn from it. Or just to write whatever is bothering you and just let it go … go to sleep now …
Like closing an evil ghost in a box and locking the box at the attic :P. You can always peek from the lock of the box but you will never get bitten again in case you are not that foolish to try the key…
But who knows, I know that I’ve been doing the same mistakes over and over again just because… even if wrote about them here… so who knows, evil ghost can have different disguise every time 😛 But all in all, it is just a ghost that’s probably hungry. But ghosts don’t eat right? They just give you the chill when they go through you…
I had some more things to say this night… I’m just going to continue tomorrow.
That was enough talk to put me in bed 🙂 10x. :*