Twasn’t a normal day for me.
I felt like something had to happen but it didn’t…
It’s like there was something in the air, that made my mood so strange today… so tense, uncomfortable and unpleasant.
It was an ordinary day, though. But I didn’t feel ordinary. It was like I had to feel extraordinary, and the feeling of feeling extraordinary in an ordinary situation made it extraordinary extraordinary.
Anyway… In days like this I make a wishlist that have to be fulfilled in the next one year. The previous one is almost done, so I will expand some wishes to the new one.
funny: note to self : on the same day last year I drank a lot of alcohol and didn’t smoke, this year I smoked 1 and didn’t drink even a beer.
As really stupid as it may sound i think i’m getting where i wanted. Try -> failure, try -> failure, until try -> success. This is the only way. Failure is the way to success, because then u distinguish those two 🙂 ( It’s a thing i know but lately i really started to realize and not be scared of )
For a while I stopped following the dream, I just lived. That’s not the way I want it to be. And i’m going back on track with following my dreams and doing whatever needed to achieve success. It is like i needed some time off of that so I can realize what was pushing me forward – and yes – the way to total awesomeness 🙂
Correct me if i’m wrong but i just turned 21 🙂
