I’m just recovering from such a bad illness… It was insane throughout the past week. I’m still not feeling fully recovered but at least I feel a bit better.
Today me and my colleagues went for a trip to IBM, Århus. We were with our teacher in SDJI3.
I won’t go into details about the trip because I actually don’t want to. I will just mention that we had a good discussion with the guys from IBM that worked there for quite a long time now.
The point of this post tonight is that about everything that happened today, I can say it was just OK.
In the train, it was OK.
The weather was bad, but I was OK with it.
The discussion was OK.
The lunch was OK.
The movie we watched was OK. ( 2012, on premiere).
The mall was OK.
The way home was OK.
But one thing really bugged me. Oh my god, when I saw that, it made my day!!!!
I really smiled, from the inside of my guts I just smiled and felt electricity going through my body.
THAT WAS AWESOME!
“THAT” was a simple kiss in the train station. It was so f*ckin beautiful, I had goose bumps.
That may sound gay but I don’t think it is that gay 😀
Really, it was so amazing, I just felt something I’m both familiar with and something new.
I felt something that really made me stop for a moment, and smile. It was like a deep breath of fresh air you take on the balcony of a mountain hut in the morning during the winter after an exhausting night…
It is soooooo…… As I think of it now it now, I don’t want to describe it. Let everybody feel it for him/her self.
If you ever felt that you go up in the air,
if you ever felt a bunch of butterflies in your stomach,
if you ever felt pressure in your chest,
if you ever felt electricity going through your whole body, from your heels to your head,
in the same time,
while kissing your girl/boyfriend…
THEN you probably know what I felt there.
It is the same feeling I have when I kiss someone I really love!
It wasn’t a fast kissing or just exchanging saliva. I saw that picture for only 1 second or 2 maximum.
They were like frozen to me. But I felt it in the air that those guys were so much in love that felt so happy, so extremely happy.
They were probably saying “Goodbye” and that was a goodbye kiss ( it was a train station ). They were just…
They were just the same as me 6 months ago, OMG 6 months agoooooo .AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA. ( I just counted that on my fingers ) aaaaaaaaaa
Probably that thing reminded me of an occasion that took place 6 months ago, and I figure that out just now… OMFG 😡
That kiss just made my day. It made my day. Period.
Why i’m writing this right now is because of one thing I though of on the way back home.
I feel indifferent to SOOOOO many things around me.
Things that really made me happy before, that really made me feel upset, that really gave me the goose bumps ( ex. movies ).
GONE!
HISTORY!
ASTA LA VISTA, BABY!
😡
And that kiss gave it all back to me. I hope it won’t be just for that moment I had there.
That was sooo sweet and enchanting… damn
I WANT THAT BACK IN MY LIFE!
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I will have it.