Believe me the end of the day is the best part of the day! Haha. Yeah, I mean it’s like a going slowly through all the good and shitty stuff that happened to you during the day and you like it, because it’s almost over. You’re getting calmer now… everything is so smooth, the objects in the room are dimmed out, and the only light is that from the computer’s screen or from the desk lamp. The air around you is not so heavy, because of the barely opened window, but it’s moving slowly when you take a deep breath and give a smile of child that just understood by a friend in skype that the hot chick next door likes him. The most exciting part comes when you want to lit up a cigarette, but you don’t have one. The picture is getting even more exciting when you start to feel like you can’t live without a cigarette. “Oh, I’m sorry to hear that from you! Why do you need to smoke now? Don’t spoil the moment!”
It’s because of the nerves, dude, I can’t do my JAVA homework exercise from the text book. “Oh, poor you! Don’t worry everything is going to be alright! Don’t get nervous about stupid things”
And when I say this to myself I’m really getting angry!!! Because I know how stupid I am and I need to cut this off, and go to bed, because it’s about 1 o’clock in the morning.
And you see now, this great, awesome moment of the day is spoiled by something really stupid that is actually the thing you’ve been doing till afternoon or even till morning.
So, what I’m trying to say is, that why in such good moments like this now, I have to worry about something not so essential for my actual living. Am I right or not? Is it true or false? I feel broken today!
Tomorrow will be better!
R u sure?
Yes.
Ok.
Good night.
Good night.